This was me and my darling friend Ruby yesterday for our 6th Form Leavers day. Sad times but such a good day. Such a good hot hot day.
So, my mum is taking this badly. I just told her about my boyfriend and she’s upset/angry. Not because I’m gay, but because I didn’t tell her… You can’t win in this world can you?
That’s twice this week I’ve managed to prove to myself what a selfish prick I can be.
Why do people have to be indoctrinated into religion? I wish more people were brought up to believe what they want to believe.
The first time you ever hear about religion is most likely someone saying to you: “There is a god, he watches you all the time and loves you and created everything etc….
I’ve thought about a foundation course. I’ll see what happens. I’m not worried about my future exactly, more cynical really. Plus I wasn’t in the best mood last night.
Thanks though. Why do you think I’d know this person? Who is it?
I know what I want to do, but it’s too late. I have to take this year out and get some experience, both in life and in theatre/film/television or whatever I can do. Then next year I’ll be applying to drama schools. First I have to pass a-levels though.
Watching so many friends succeed and do well. They’re on their way to doing what they want and I’m failing my subjects, unemployed and have no plans for next year. Now’s the time I could either tip off the rails or get back in control. Fuck.
Doesn’t make a difference to me. You’re all anonymous anyway.
Umm. Oh god, I hate making these lists.
There was one guy who I thought I liked, but we’ve spoken about it. I think I just like our friendship a lot. Otherwise, nope. No one.